Wednesday and The Budget Crisis

Create A Rewarding Life. FAITH KNOWS!

If you think that this will be about the budget and the high expectations of the job and all that...you can just forget it. Though a catchy title, it smacks too had of what has been chewing on me all day, and I see that this is an opportunity to vent, albeit, without expounding.

I realize how stupid some things are, how counterproductive, and we smack our heads against the wall, in vein. We struggle after something, thinking that it, whatever it is is going to make us happy, that this thing, whatever it is, is the answer.

It;s not the answer, it never is. I am truly coming to see that whatever we fight towards to acquire, is, the wrong answer.

All of a sudden it seemed today, I became FED UP. It;s like, the week has been a little off, all the way, and then today, I just had it. I realized how ridiculous it all is, being susceptible and capablef receiving another person's mood.I fell face first into another person's mood.

And, it has been poisoning me all day, and I am angry that I have allowed it. I'm sick of receiving other people's crap, and it is just a waste, very tiring, and I need to sleep on that. It sucks, and I will resist that in my life, every step of the way, every day, all the time.