Create A Rewarding Life. FAITH KNOWS!
I have awakened this am to a few realizations, maybe arrived upon from unrest, or some kind of sleep induced reality potion. If I want my life to become better, everything in it requires an overhaul, everything.
I need to open my heart and my life to new people and experiences. I'm thinking fresh faces all around, the coworkers for the most part are ghost like entities that need to be circumvented to attain and maintain any true peace of mind, there are a few that are ok, the rest just need to fade out, out of my vision, interaction and any thoughts.
The toxicity levels around me as of late are staggering, and as I see that it is required of me to do my best, I must ascend to new levels, and be the best possible person that I can be, and that will require work, effort, and faith. Faith in my self, in the belief that I an doing the right things, making the best possible decisions, and pointing myself in the best, most healthy direction at all times. This will require a full blown spiritual make over.
I can see what works in my life, and what doesn't. It seems that there are a few elements that are not working, as much as I would like to think otherwise, it's just me denying a reality that has been staring me in the face for a long time, I just did not want to see. It's almost sad, when something is there, staring at you, and you just still will not see, it makes you realize that there are so many lies we tell ourselves on a daily basis, just to get through that day.
Self Love is necessary, and when you feel that you have allowed yourself to compromise that self love in any way, it becomes disconcerting. Like, if I have allowed myself to accept, and tolerate something that has no real purpose in my life, and I keep going through the motions, and accepting it, then, what else will I settle for? How far will I allow this to go?
It is time to assess and repair, reconfigure and restructure. That is the farthest my caffeine will take me just yet, it's a start.
I will get back to you later, after the day unfolds, to check in and make sense of whatever insight the day has brought into my head.
God bless, be well, amen, and thank you god, all the time. NAMASTE,
