Create A Rewarding Life. FAITH KNOWS!
I'm gonna start, shower then start again. So if I disappear for a moment, don't fret, I'll be back.
I didn't do the big clean that I spoke of yesterday, I did a mini. The washer was busy when I got home, and I never got near it. I did however, wash my dishes, quick swept the floor and freshened the bathroom. Will need to do the rest before the weekend.
I know it's terrible, I found that I had 2 extra packs of cigs in my freezer and that made me happy, and it shouldn't for obvious reasons, as that is a habit I have got to kick.
Today was eventful and uneventful simultaneously, if you can make heads or tails of that, for what it is worth that makes sense to me, how bout really busy, light on drama.
I changed my FB pic to the one that someone had taken of me a few years ago on my porch, great pic, I jacked it off their my space page a while back, and now it is Facebookin for me.
I'm feeling a little off, as I am still cycling, and it throws my mood out of whack, I just try to stay away from people when I feel like this, so of course, they find me. I just want to lay down and sleep, not be at work being productive, talking to people. And you can't just tell everybody that this is what's going on...Anyone who reads this is one of the privileged, lucky to get the scoop, aren't ya?
Thankfully, I still have my Sandalwood to keep me sane.
I cleaned out my desk at work today, as I am getting a new position at work, and I will be in another part of the building, good things. The clean out was bittersweet, threw out over 18 months of papers that I had been hanging on to, not thrown out, recycled, as I have to do my part.
Purging papers and stuff like that is good for the soul, clear a spot in your desk and you in turn clear a spot in your head. It's like the house cleaning thing, the more space you free from clutter in your home...you are also removing that garbage from your head and your life, cos' clutter breeds chaos. Wow, I could really turn on to the clean freak thing, if I harnessed the energy I spend on the computer, my house would be spotless, computer time and tv time flushed away to create absolute order and purity of mind...sounds like a great idea, I should get to work on that.
I won't flush what I see though, as I still think this work has full blown potential to evolve into an amazing testament to my life as I restructure it, I will just vow to be a little more time frugal with the tv and the computer and not weed them out just yet, just ween myself off of them, like a bad habit, which they are, clearly.
My cat The Baby, or Floof is climbing the cupboards again, which she likes to do from time to time, she is usually pretty stealth, though not always. She likes to be high up, when I yell at her to get down she now listens, she didn't always, she is learning. Shash( my other cat) The Queen loves when I clean with bleach, I'm an oxy girl usually, so when I bleach, Shash buzzes like shes on catnip. Probably not the best thing for her, as this reserved, chill cat turns stupid when she smells it.
I think I'm going to call it a night, as I am tired and achey. Rest well all, God Bless, Amen, NAMASTE
