Labor Day Monday 9709

Create A Rewarding Life. FAITH KNOWS!

So, after this morning's writings, I stepped into the wide world of you tube. There, I practiced a variety of mediation and mantra techniques, along with some audio regarding the Law Of Attraction from Abraham Hicks. I also had the chance to speak with my mom early in the day, and I think that was good, as I see that we help to ground one another.

After all the mental work, I was tired and I took an hour nap, then I went to the tv. Having last night of long weekend remorse, I don't like it. I feel the need for some instant independent wealth, so that I may travel and blog to my hearts content with NO WORRIES. No day to day grind, cash to live on, creative flow that is unsurpassed. I guess right now I am stating an intention. AM I doing it right? I think I am putting out there what I really want, a great way to earn a healthy income doing what I LOVE!!!

I have to fold this day, and figure out how to get in spirit of tomorrow approaching. I know that I have another intention, to create a writing space where I can sit comfortably. I think alot more will flow from me, where I can write in comfort, I should start creating in my head, I was thinking about it earlier, so I think that I already created it, so I'm ready for it, the time is upon me, whatever the things I need to create, I am setting up the space in my head for that wish to come to fruition. This is really a great case study, let's see what happens

The Law of Attraction is in my ear again, about breaking the habits that hold us back, releasing these things take time, don't beat yourself up, take the negativity away from the equation, remove your attention, put it elsewhere, so not focus on the problem, focus on the solution.

Our here and now is the direct result of the thoughts, we have thought before.

Positive experience are bred by positive thoughts, we need to focus our energy and attention on the best possible thoughts, we are here to achieve the best life to create through this physical experience with the divine guidance that we are being given from emotion, communication.

We have access to broader knowledge in this life, and we have to open the door and let that in. It requires a total shift, from the way we think, to a newer, broader thought process.

I think the day was all that it needed to be, designed to begin the reminding process, that I didn't feel as through I had lost anything, that maybe I had stepped into a place that will begin to breed new thought processes. I had to begin again to remember, and I can't think of a better time to have started this other then today, it is the perfect time to begin thinking in a new way. It's time to tell the new story, and to stop beating the drum., Stop worrying about what every one else is doing, what they are thinking, I have to remember that the only persons energy that will help me at this juncture, is me. This is my time, and I can't keep looking to the world to help me change, I have to begin this inside of myself.

I have started to turn from the things that have helped me pass the time, and I have started to look at the things that will help strengthen end evolve my mind, thus beginning to make this life, all that I intend it to be. I will trust the path that is being laid about in front of me, and I promise that I will pay attention, because in what I experience, lie the answers to everything, and I will no longer need to seek resolution from any other place beyond the one that lives inside of me. I will trust my internal guidance, I will rest assured, walking in faith, that I am who I am and where I am because that is exactly where I need to be. The here and now, the new and improved here and now, this is the only place to be, I fully intend to make where I am in this moment the absolute, best, only place to be. I am open to all the guidance that is there, ready to be spoken within me. I am ready now. I seek all that I am ....

Oh, No It's Monday 9709 The Mental Beach...

Create A Rewarding Life. FAITH KNOWS!

Mind over matter...quit digging in the garden of mayhem.
That was a direct comment from my mom, I liked it so much that I had to write it down. I didn't get to the beach yesterday, due to circumstances beyond my control, I must say, I was not happy about that, and it pretty much blew the rest of the night, or rather, changed it. I know this much, in this case, based on the situation, as much as I would like to sit here, and piss and moan about yesterday for a few paragraphs, I know, that short of venting, and getting it out of my system, that talking about it right now, will not help my cause. So, I shall attempt to take a different course of action, and choose the alternative course of action, and let all that was...yesterday, go, as I choose to not let that have any relevance in my day today.

Dig that pic, have mentally been stepping inside of that photo, trying to create a visceral, memorable experience in my head, something that will carry me through when the seasons change. Feel the warm breeze against your face, smelling the air, listening to the waves brush against the shore, the gentle crunch of sand beneath my feet...squeezing the powder between my toes, sitting in the cool, wet sand near the water, dragging my fingers through the wet sand, building up under my nail, the wet grainy texture as I drag my fingers through/ Digging holes in the sand, swirling my hands about, soaking in the feeling, the absolute joy of this, as it is something that I have always loved...ahhhh, the magic of this moment, impressing itself upon my mind, so that in time, I will look back and remember that it is almost the same as being here!

So, I had to wander away for a minute, all that talk about the sand, I need to plug in to the waves while I am sitting here...Hold on.

Went with a little Celtic, nature tranquility, something different, flutes, sitar, birds..

I feel like I need to redirect all of my energy towards positive things, get on board and make good things happen. Let my life become the blessing it is meant to be, and stop looking backward. I would like to get in touch with the source of my anxiety and remove it from my life, that thing that keeps me on the edge of my seat, that makes me doubt my abilities, and wonder if I am capable of making the right choices, can I overcome myself, the part of me that holds me back, and rise against the ingrained nature that I have to deal with, that is me, and become truly better and more relaxed then I am? True relaxation is something that I have to cultivate, to stop holding my breath, and be at peace in the moment.

To stop worrying all the time, I always wonder how things in my life are going to turn out.I need to remember what it is that makes me tick, makes me laugh and brings me peace. I need a profound redirection, so that I may truly embrace my life, and not just talk about it. I hope that by putting these things out there, that I am making changes that will come to fruition. Like, I need more structure in my writing, I have so many thoughts, and as I go, I get on the computer and I just latch onto that key thought, and I build from there. I don't really know where the writing is going to go, I know it is a journey, and that is the experience, the journey is necessary.

I am starting to hesitate on the things that I would want to vent out. Like, I already know that we create the energy, and our thoughts are products of that, and that I could rage here about the things that make me unhappy, and thinking about that makes me realize that raging against the things I do not want just pumps more of that, which I do not want, into the atmosphere...so, why, would I want to do something stupid like that. With all I know, I can see that the best use of my energy in the here and now, is focused exclusively in the type of things that I WANT In my life, those, are the things that bring me joy, and that is the place I should put my attention. Now, I just need the structure, and have to figure out how to get the energy that is needed for that degree of mental shift.

I think, That I will have to start again, by reading things that bring me to a different level . I will have to drag the Neville Books out of storage again, that I need the mental refresher. There will be nothing short of brain retrain, that's the only way to get back on course, more hypnosis/ meditation work, they all have to work in conjunction with one another. I will have to do a total turn on where I allow my attention to go, nothing short of a major change. I guess the big question I have to ask myself is....Am I ready again, to take another trip on this path, do I have enough FAITH? I shall see, but, I believe I do, and maybe this is where the journey will start to get more interesting, as I have been here before, and I know that doing it again will clearly add the much needed dimension, the flavor back to the writing...