Saturday Night Update 1:15 A.M.

Create A Rewarding Life. FAITH KNOWS!
So, If you want to get technical, it is now Sunday morning, however, I won't call it Sunday until I wake from My Saturday night sleep.

Just an update, I did wash my floors, painted a few abstract paintings on my laptop, futzed with FB a little, not much though. And pretty much burned a few hours cruising the web.

All in all, a very unproductive day.
I'm losing my will to type and think any major thoughts of anything right now, other then to say...

Sleep well, don't sweat life, take it all in stride, and remember you win by faith what you would never win by force. That reminds us not to push anything into happening, just to set back, and trust whatever guidance you are being given is accurate, and to not push against d=situations trying to make them what you want them to be, and trust that they are, at this moment, what they need to be. That is, unless you are a couch potato, then that should not be taken literally, I say to the taters, get up and do SOMETHING!!!

Saturday Night

Create A Rewarding Life. FAITH KNOWS!

Well, I have my page up and running once more. No evening plans, just very indecisive. The best part of the day was spending some time with my brother, playing with the computer, he went to the res with me and then we stopped at old man rivers, where we each had an overpriced blue, and split sweet potato fries which we actually dipped in an awesome hot sauce. The day was a lot more comfortable then it has been in the last couple weeks. The heat has been oppressive, and everyone seemed on the brink of strangling one another...aaahhhh summer, gotta love it, the best and the worst of times.

I have currently filled a bucket with Pine sol, ready to clean the floors, just a little freshening up. I really kind of just puttered through the day, and now I'm starting to think of all the things that I will HAVE To do, come some time tomorrow, like that stuff called laundry, always a Sunday bummer. I'm a little emotional right now, and I cannot say why, on the grounds that I may incriminate myself, other then to say, it's something that happens every month...need I say more. So, I'm kinda up and down. Should I clean, should I buy beer, should I make something to eat? All of these are very difficult questions right now, and I guess the only answer is to do what I am doing, and figure out the rest after I complete this - Right now.

On a plus side, I am burning some Surya Sandalwood Supreme, my all time fave incense to date, burning a nice candle, and trying to figure if I have a full blown headache coming on, or if it just my brain trying to get my attention.

I was watching a little you tube today just for a change, cos' I was talking to a friend of mine about how long it took to spray and tease my hair back in 90-92 era. Because, I was thinking that when I got a camera I would attempt to reenact, but would I even remember? So anyway, I look on you tube to see, and of course, it's been done. The only thing I noticed that I wanted to mention was that the girls started with teased hair and just teased it more, and they all seemed to have long bottom extensions that remained untouched throughout the segment. They all did it in about 3-5 minutes, and I must say it wasn't all that riveting.

I was thinking the way to do this is: You have to start with wet hair, and start building your product base, then it's gotta dry, and then rollers, and spray and tease and spray and probably mess it up somewhere and have to wet it and then dry that part again, and spray and tease more. This would be like a 3 hour mini epic, building the hair. I kid you not, I cancelled a couple dates with my boyfriend at the time because my hair wouldn't go right. Not to mention that was when my brothers used to call me Tama Janowitz ( author of NY Stories) and when my one brother was being douchey he used to say I looked like David Johannsen ( NY Dolls, aka Buster Poindexter) Good Times...

I'm actually a little frustrated over the way this indecisiveness is just hanging over me. Like, I am not cut out for much of anything tonight, and it is rather disappointing, as I feel as though I should be putting the night to good use, and am just missing the drive that could make it happen.
I have cupboards to clean out, laundry to sort, and I'm sure there are other things I could do, so what I need to figure out, is what next???

What I See Day 1, April 22,2009

Create A Rewarding Life. FAITH KNOWS!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

This is my first time doing this. I have just created this blog, right here and now, so, be patient with me as it all begins to take shape. What I see, is just that, a series of observations- work, life, the world at large. It should all start to gel after a while I'm guessing. My big thing right now is that I am trying to teach myself acrylic painting- on canvas, of course, I can't properly mix the colors to save my life, so everything I'm painting eventually turns to a muddy green/ brown. I really would like some teal, bold yellows, gold shimmers, and I'm mixing mud. I'm hoping to work through that. Otherwise, at present, I am at work, and should really focus on that for the time being. Will touch base again later.

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